what hurts is knowing that you care about someone more than they care about you. in that is the realization that you go out of your way to keep in contact, because you miss them or are thinking of them, and it's met with ambivalence or a lack of response. my instinct is to reach for anger, to be mean. sometimes it wins. really i just want to run away, hurt and sad and so many other things.
i just want to be significant like they are to me. it doesn't mean that i need them to have the same sentiment that i do, but i do ask for them to respect how i feel and not take advantage or tread upon my heart. right now i just want to remember to breathe, and that like everything else - this too shall pass.
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