maybe it just is what it is. maybe i am just a fool. and maybe i am just tired of everything being more trouble than it is worth. i know that i am certainly tired of being sad and disappointed.
Monday, June 3, 2013
just... hurt
nothing hurts like trusting someone and then figuring out that they are not who you thought they were. i am not sure i have ever felt so used... ever. and i care a lot about that person, even still. i would have gone out of my way to do anything for them. i am going through a lot of life changes right now, and i really thought that this person was going to be there and supportive on my journey. and i keep hoping that i am wrong, but deep down i know that yet again, and as always - i cared more for someone than they cared for me. so i have a choice. i either decide to be cold-hearted and mean, which is not who i want to be, or i continue to put myself out there for people that i think are going to be good additions to my life and continue to get hurt.
maybe it just is what it is. maybe i am just a fool. and maybe i am just tired of everything being more trouble than it is worth. i know that i am certainly tired of being sad and disappointed.
maybe it just is what it is. maybe i am just a fool. and maybe i am just tired of everything being more trouble than it is worth. i know that i am certainly tired of being sad and disappointed.
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